Forever Yours

Deprived of appearance
Inexplicably pervasive
I need it, I need it
Feeding my inner demons
So that they can feed of meAddicted, addicted
Always questioning
Always wondering
The clock still keeps on ticking
Will it ever stop, will it ever break
Or simply lose its sealing?Set me free
Free from my self-inflicted borders
Show me how
To reverse the curve and start all overLet me out
From the torments
'Cause I can’t gloss over
Fill me up
Just give me a moment
Let me see the bright sideHelp me out
'Cause I'm rotting inside
Hands and feet tied
Let me out
For a moment
'Cause I need it right nowTrapped in my feelings
Unsure if I’ll ever fully heal
Deluded, I'm tainted
No perfume is gonna be strong enough
To mask the filth
Till the end, infectedAlways questioning
Always wondering
The clock still keeps on ticking
Will it ever stop, will it ever break
Or simply lose its sealing?No matter what it could have been
It is what it is
I wish I knew how to tame the disease
To finally breathe inLet me out
From the torments
'Cause I can’t gloss over
Fill me up
Just give me a moment
Let me see the bright sideHelp me out
'Cause I'm rotting inside
Hands and feet tied
Let me out
For a moment
'Cause I need it right nowStill don’t know where I belong
There’s something about me
That still needs to be killed
But I'm scared of what I’d becomeI don’t feel guilty anymore
Interlinked more than ever before
Embracing the dissonance
'Cause it’s obvious
I’ll be forever yoursLet me out
From the torments
'Cause I can’t gloss over
Fill me up
Just give me a moment
Let me see the bright sideHelp me out
'Cause I'm rotting inside
Hands and feet tied
Let me out
For a moment
'Cause I need it right now