Aphelion

A strange orbit
I'm the furthest of the Sun that
Once so brightly litMy eyes are cold
As I stare into the Sun
It’s myself I beholdAphelion
It’s been a long time since I’ve been me
Aphelion
Aphelion
It’s been a long time since I’ve been me
AphelionI'm a paraphrase
Of silence as I'm floating over
Nameless daysWith sanguine eyes
And blue lips I lie on God’s chest
I'm paralyzedIf there’s such a thing
A spiral of nothing
Well, it pulls me downI could be a medium
Of some ineffable drifting
But I'm captured in vacuumI'm at the nadir now
I try to move away from this feast
But I don’t know howBut if there’s such a thing
A spiral of nothing
Well, it pulls me downAphelion
It’s been a long time since I’ve been me
Aphelion
Aphelion
It’s been a long time since I’ve been me
AphelionBut if there’s such a thing
A spiral of nothing
Well, it pulls me down