Ideally Attached

If I could tell myself I'd leave it alone
I'm in far too deep
Who am I if I don't need you?
Built you in the shape of my own home
If not together, what's to prove?Now I'm scared, unprepared
'Cause you got me to lose
Taken out of context, just pick and choose
Well, I've been faking it for me, but not for youAnd it's not fair to you, I don't believe myself can't tell what's true
'Nd now I'm taking back my words, I've been confusedIf I could tell myself I'd leave it alone
I'm in far too deep
Who am I if I don't need you?
Built you in the shape of my own home
If not together, what's to prove?If I could tell myself I'd leave it alone
I'm in far too deep
Who am I if I don't need you?
Built you in the shape of my own home
If not together, what's to prove?Would I be better if I
Could stop pretending and forget the ways I set her in my head
Ideally, I would feel the ways I'm feeling but I'm
Attached to ideas, not to you